High School is over...

I drag myself across the stairs:
God! I'm already missing everything!
This should be a happy day
but the sun isn't shining
and I'm not smiling
like the day before...
(I wished this wouldn't hurt more.)
Goodbyes are hard to say
Some more than others...
Am I the only one that feels like this?
I guess I am...or not!
Tears seem an easy escape for these feelings
but I don't want to use them:
They would only make things harder.
The smell, the sounds, the way things feel so familiar,
I'm going to miss them all.
The people, my classmates,
the sympathy of the janitors
and all my teachers,
all this that makes part of my life
and now, suddenly, is fadding away so quickly.
A new dawn awaits me
but letting go all the things I love
it's hard, painfull and,
at the same time, necessary...
I need to fly away,
Spread my horizons to new destinations
I need to be alone now,
I need to go, away, far away,
I need to cry,
To let every fear, nostalgy and sorrow come out
and then be ready to move on.
Tough, I will never forget any moment
laughs and tears
all the repreensions and lessons learned
in here, my school,
my first, only and best high school ever.

It's necessary to let go, but that doesn't mean we have to forget...