Confusion...

I see myself inside a huge tornado of emotions,
situations and so many things that make that fenomenom
even larger than he really is.

First I was only floating around the air,
looking for a way to get out,
thinking:"This will be over soon."

Now I see the reality,
that small flight was just a beautiful lie,
Because in this moment
The tornado keeps pushing me arround violently,
And it'll be hard to escape without help.

I'm waiting for backup,
but it seems to me that he's not coming from the side
I thought it would.

Can you see me?
I'm running around in circles,
Flying, but falling,
and I'll fall,
I'll fall and fall again,
If no one helps me...

I need a backup,
I need a shoulder were I can put my head,
I need people who care about me,
but why can't I have this?

I know this is just a little problem,
but it's my problem,
I feal alone in this sphere,
but maybe I always did...

Can you see me there?
I'm flying so higher now,
I'll fall, I know,
I wish somebody else did...