I hate that I hate myself,
I hate this stupid world,
Full of lies, injustice and death.
I hate not having an answer for my problems,
Hate that I lie to myself,
Hate those people who lie to the others.
I hate that I don't like you,
Hate not controling my feelings,
I simply hate not liking you.
Such a stupid word "Hate" is,
I hate hating,
I hate hate!
Why can't the world be like the movies,
Friends helping in each and everyway they can,
complicated love stories ending up well,
understandfull parents that give all their support.
But the world is so rough,
that these sorts of things can only be real in the movies,
and I hate that.
I hate a lot of things,
but I don't hate being alive,
because if I wasn't,
who would hate for me?