It's difficult...

In a second,
all changed.
We've gone from white to black,
and I think it's my fault
not yours,
It's me whose heart
does not accept other owner
than him.
My heart, well,
I thought I could give it to you,
But my heart isn't mine to give
it's yours to take,
and that's what you didn't do.
I have to settle this unfinished business,
this unsolved puzzle,
I may suffer,
But that's the only way I can overcome
all the pain
all the envy
and when I do this,
the tears that I've shed
would no longer be in vain.
I'm sorry I had to hurt you
I really do
But I can't control my heart
and you couldn't do it too...