"This stupid world"

Am I suposed to suffer,
Am I suposed to be rejected by my friends,
To be sucked up in a sphere of hate?
I don't have a mate,
I feel lonely in this town:
The ones who liked me
are now the ones
who don't give a shit for you...
Have I changed?
Am I not cool enough for them?
How I'm I suposed to know I'me wrong,
If everybody says I'm fine?
I don't understand why I give a shit for what they do,
You reject me,
I should reject you too.
But that's just me,
More worried about the others,
less about me,
maybe that's really what I have to be,
but it hurts,sometimes,
it hurts when the world turns his back on you,
and you can not do it, too.