terça-feira, setembro 11, 2007

Ladies and gentelmans, I present you.....ME

Have you ever tried to be someone else? I tried. And I tried to be a person who fits other's definition. But that definition of person was to material and superficial for a person like me, so I gave up of trying to be a person like them, and I reinvent myself into a person who cares about her true friends, a person whose hapiness depends on having a good purpose in life, insted of rejecting her friends and make fun of those who need to be loved. I wanted to be one of them in the past, but now I just want to stop them from hurting the people I love.
I also hurted people by trying to be like one of my friends, but insted of pleasing everyone, I hurted all of my friends, including the friend I was trying to be like. In those 2 days after disapointing my best friends, I cried, I judged myself, I thought about my actions, my mistakes, how I was such a fool for doing that, and I thought: "Why am I trying to be like other persons? Why can't I be myself?". Then I realized that I didn't like myself. I didn't like the way I look and act. In that moment I made a decision for life. From that moment I started to be ME, with some good changes of course, but simply ME. And if some people don't like, too bad for them, 'cause I am what I am, and I won't make the same mistakes I did in the past...they hurted to many friends....

1 criticas construtivas:

inês disse...

Awww, so sweet. =)

I loved it. True and passionate. And you haven't hurted me. I just wanted you to be yourself. Because I'm not happy with myself too. Got it? No one's perfect. =)

Huuuuuuge kiss*