I'm here,
can't you see me?
I'm back,
back from a distant land,
but now I'm here,
not there,
You can find me anywhere.
What happened?
How come you're not here?
You're is not the person
who I left behind.
Can it be possible?
I feel like I don't know you.
You think I'm the same
But I changed too.
It's just unfair,
You're making mistakes,
Breaking friendships
and I'm the one picking up the broken pieces.
Why?

I've blown up all my hopes,

all my expectations,

dreams and ilusions:

They were all mistakes.

I tried,

I fought,

but now I see

That I've lost.

But just because I gave up,

Doesn't mean I'm sad,

I am ready to move on,

Ready to find a new love,

A new person.

I'm moving on,

but I fought for this

with all my strenghts,

and with all my courage

I've overcomed the shame.

I've learned a lesson,

we can(not) always get what we want.